I Cry

I Cry,

I Cry and wonder why,

Why you hurt me, 

You HURT ME!!!

I Wonder why you hated me,

Why you loved me the wrong way...

Was It something I did?

Did I do something?

I Don't understand!

I Don't! I Don't understand!

I Cry and wonder how,

How could you hurt me? How could hate me?

How could you love me the wrong way? How could you harm me? 

Sweet, kind, caring, trustworthy, innocent little me!

I Cry and think did I Do something?

I Think How could you?

I Want to know, What did I do? 

Why didn't you love me,

Love me like a father is SUPPOSED to love his daughter!

Why Did you hate me?

Why did you hurt me? 

What did I do?

How could you hurt me? 

Your own daughter!

I didn't understand, I just wanted to know what was happening! I Just wanted to know why! I Didn't mean to cry!

But now I Cry, 

I Cry BECAUSE I CAN!!!

I am proving you wrong, I am becoming successful in life!!!

I Get good grades!

I am not any of the things you told me I Was! 

I'm not your daughter anymore,

You aren't my daddy anymore,

You had your chance,

You failed, 

You screwed up so bad that you don't deserve a second chance!

Because If I gave you a second chance, you would screw that up too...

You aren't my dad. I Have no dad.

You can apologize all you want, Even though I DOUBT that you will... But IF you do, I Will NEVER forgive you!

I can accept what you did, But I Won't forgive you!

It takes a while to trust someone... and once you break their trust, they will never fully trust you again...

I Will NEVER trust you at all! 

I Hate what you did to me! 

I Don't even fully understand, 

I Cry, 

I Cry my life away because of what you did!!!

So have a HORRIBLE day!!!!

                        Much Hate, A Stranger (because I am not your daughter anymore, You aren't my daddy anymore!) 

Is it wrong for me not to even want to give him a second chance at being my dad? He is my biological dad, but I Don't want to consider him my dad, Is that Wrong???