I Told My Counselor! :/ :)

Okay, I Got it over with I told my Counselor that I Cut, and am trying to stop... She didn't even look shocked, she said that It didn't surprise her, and that I was doing better than a lot of people... I'm pretty sure that she was a little surprised though... I asked her if she thought that I did, and she said that I'd done REALLY good at hiding it, she didn't suspect a thing... I Thought that she did. I'm glad I Told her.  I Feel a little relieved... She of course asked me some questions, so that she can help me... But She she didn't ask questions like my mom would have... My Counselor has helped a lot people that cut. If I would have told my mom my mom would want to do Anything and Everything she could do to help me. She would ask me questions so that she could understand... But at least my counselor Understands, and the questions that she asked where so that she can help me, and I was expecting her to ask me some questions... One of my VERY FEW Friends told that I was VERY brave for telling, and she was proud of me...  I feel a little relieved for telling... A Little part of me thinks I Shouldn't have... BUT There is no reason that I Shouldn't have... my Counselor can and will help me. She Won't Judge me... (at least not to my face, but I don't think she's the type of person who would Judge someone else)... She asked me if I was Suicidal, I Told her No, That I was two years ago, but I'm not now... I am kind of proud of myself for telling her... One of the things she asked me was, Why do I Think I should stop. and I Don't really know, I Mean I Know its Dangerous and it's bad, I Don't know how it's bad though... I Want to stop because I Know that if anyone in my family found out they would freak out and probably be disappointed... but I Really don't know why I feel like I need to stop, I just do...