Told My Counselor...

I told my counselor that I use to not eat much, and when I did that I puked up what I ate... I'm getting closer to not keeping as many secrets... I told her that I am good now though... but, that is kind of a lie... I HATE lying... but I'm still struggling a little bit... I'm considering telling her that I have a blog... But I think that If I do that she might want to check it out.. and I really don't want her to, I mean I kind of do, but I kind of don't... I want to but I don't... For me Blogspot is a place that I can spill out everything I'm feeling, and Everything I've been through... Everything and not worry, not worry what friends or family will think... not worry, just spill out everything and know it's safe... It's anonymous... IDK I'll think about it... but in the mean time... I Need to work on my deep/ belly breathing!! and I think that if my counselor ran across this blog... she would probably Think it was mine... but IDK...