My Grandma's in the ICU

     I got to watch my Grandma be loaded up into an Ambulance, and be taken away on Saturday (My Mom's birthday), Shes in the ICU right now, they discovered she has A-Fib, to go with her hypertension, Diabetes,  and Diverticulitis... they mostly have the A-Fib under control now, but shes not doing anything, but laying in her hospital bed. She is Super constipated, its hard as cement and her intestines are full from top to bottom, she may have to have surgery... 
     what if something happens and she dies?? Last Christmas, she was giving all her jewelry away, and she told me that if anything happened to her, that I was in charge of giving people her stuff... now I wonder... Did she know that something was going to happen, did she have a feeling? I just hope that she'll be ok <3 
     I use to wish that she would just die already, and now I take it back, All those times that I wished she'd die... I DON'T want her to die!! <3
     I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving!! :)