I'm doing better...

first of all, it's been awhile since I've written anything, I just haven't been up to it... My counselor decided it was time to take a "therapeutic break" until after Christmas... and I've also been trying to not bug Mrs.C too much.. My mom and I have been fighting off and on... My Grandma is sick... One of my friends is ignoring me. One of my friends is moving. My anxiety has been bad... I have been failing all of my tests in all of my classes... but Wendsday was awesome! I went to the movies with some other people from school (as a reward trip for being one of the people that sold the most cookie dough for our school) and Thursday we took a Party But to DQ, the one all the way across town, everyone got a soda, a mini blizzard, french fries and a hamburger, but I don't eat red meat so I had grilled cheese instead... and yes I did actually eat... but haha, I had to be first in line since I was getting grilled cheese instead, and My Social anxiety Kicked in immediately  I forgot what I was supposed to do, and say... I forgot to get my cup off the counter, and then Mr.B reminded me to get my cup, so I did, and then I just stood there, and then I finally tapped Mr.B on the back because I forgot what I was supposed to do... so then he told me what to do... haha it was pretty funny... but I had lots of fun! on the way from school to DQ nobody wanted to dance on the party bus, okay we all did, but where too afraid...but on the way back we all started dancing like complete idiots, it was SOO fun!! <3 haha when we first got on the party bus the first song that came on was Gives you hell- by The All American Rejects, and that is stuck in  my head!! and I've had another song stuck in my head for a cope of days... its The A team- by Ed Shreen... Friday was pretty awesome too, I watched my niece we had soo much fun!! <3 haha and My sister officially told me she's pregnant... I've known for a while.... but now I can Officially obsess over baby stuff!! haha my mom and I went to the store today and where looking at baby stuff! :) 

So I've had my good days, and my bad days... but in the end, Its just the good days that count!! <3