OMG I want to punch my Counselor (p we will call her...) So I told my school counselor that I use to cut... because If I told her I still am she would have to tell my mom... But she was worried, and cares <3 and she said "I'm sorry to her that :( I don't want to see any cuts on you you, and I don't want you to cut where I can't see either, But I will help you, I'm here for you, I will help you find better ways to release your emotions, we will work together <3" and when I told P she said " and why do you want to stop cutting?" and she was all mean... and when I told P that I told Mrs.C she said " Why did you tell HER? what where you thinking??? What did you expect from telling Her? You know how you said you Hate Drama??? welll You are creating drama!! and Mrs.C and I are adults and we want nothing to do with drama! You telling her and I, and not letting us tell your mom is like drama! Why not tell your mom?" I said "It would hurt her, more then it would help me" she said" she seems like a very nice caring understanding person, and like she loves you, You know that's what sex offenders do, they put a web between a child and the mom, so that they can't talk... You need to need to have a healthy relationship with your mom. you have been keeping all these secrets, and you are letting them go now and that's healthy, now you just need to tell your mom... and on and on and on.... I just wanted to reach through the phone and punch her!!! It will take EVERYTHING I have to not do so on Tuesday the 18th the next time I see her...
On the other hand my sister MIGHT be pregnant...
My Best friend and I figured out something super cool!!! I can't text, so she texted my E-Mail address, and we talk that way!!
My other best friend Is awesome too his name is Kaylyn!!! :)
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